How is it that you can be apart so long, to be so disconnected, shut out from someone, and you come back to see they’re still there? They’re still waiting for you. Right where you left them. I can’t see how you all have stayed, I abandoned this place in a fit of struggles, but you didn’t leave this blog to collect dust. I am forever grateful and I know these questions in my ask box could be days, weeks, or months old, but I’m going to answer them all. I realize now that I can’t just leave like I have in the past anymore, people rely on this blog, on me, and it’s frightening, but it’s also the most rewarding thing in the world. To know I’ve helped some of you, to steer you from suicide, to enlighten you, it’s humbling to know you came to me above all else.
I’ll see you tomorrow.